It's Hard

It's Hard!!! I can recall a time when I didn't have to try on an outfit before buying it. I knew my size and how clothes fit my body so I would just see it and place it on the counter to purchase. But I lost myself. Between the years of 2003 and 2007, I became content in a relationship I was in & depressed because it was going down hill. All we ate was Mcdonald's and Pizza. Needless to say, I gained plenty a pound. I went from the girl all of his friends wished they had, to the girl with the amazing personality. I had an amazing personality before the weight (still do) but it's like weight is all people see. Our outward appearance is all people have to go by when they don't know us personally. I'm not extremely fat or anything but I look significantly different than I did a few years ago when I could stop a car passing by. LoL We all know that people judge. But, I've wanted to lose the extra weight for quite some time now, I just hadn't become committed mentally. This year (2010) I am making a Life Change. I have been exercising, eating healthy, and feeling good. But, it's freakin' hard to keep up with it I must say. Right now I could go for some fried chicken. Of course I won't do it, but it's heavy on the dome. I decided to blog about my "fried" thoughts to pass the time and hopefully ease the hunger pains. My mother suggests that I drink Apple Cider Vinegar to curb my appetite. I will. I am just trying to bring my sexy back as Justin Timberlake says. Well, Here's Hoping for the Best.
Luv, Meli